Fuck the nights like tonight when I can’t sleep even if I tried. The nights like tonight where I lay awake for hours on end picking out every flaw on my body and every mistake I’ve ever made. The nights like tonight when I over think every word I’ve spoken, wondering if I’ve said too much or too little. Fuck the nights like tonight when my thoughts get the best of me during the wee hours of the night when anyone who might care is already fast asleep, too caught up in their dream to worry about me.